3 Years of History

I started this blog over 10 years ago and have been silent for the last 3 years. The biggest event in this timeframe in my personal life has been overcoming Stage 3 colon cancer without chemotherapy and radiation, or drugs. I found out that I am genetically predisposed to cancer and have experienced 4 types, including basil, squamous, and breast. With this understanding, I view cancer as a good friend and act accordingly.

As I live the last phase of my life, I look at this chaotic suffering world and wonder what can I contribute during whatever time I have left. I have learned to see through the illusions and live through my soul's eyes. I learned in childhood to carry a heavy burden and feel the need to make a difference. I have lost so much in the financial arena and my relationships in order to see the reality that is invisible to the five senses. My biggest asset now is living life with uncertainty and relying totally on faith.

I welcome a response from those that this blog reaches and would like to share their aspirations and how they look at life. You may reach me at shirleylonewolf@gmail.com.